noveldepot Chapter 17 My Pretend
Chapter 17 My Pretend
I took a deep breath and opened my eyes. I saw the bright but not glaring sunlight and a pair of deep black eyes. The fresh air I sucked in from the tip of my nose made me wake up a bit, and my body was no longer hot. some warm
"Wake up? How do you feel?" he asked with a chuckle
I sat up, stretched out my hand and made a fist, feeling unexpectedly relaxed, full of strength, and even a little refreshed
"I'm alright?" I couldn't believe it. Before I fell asleep, I clearly felt that I was suffering as if I was about to die.
"Okay" he said with more certainty than me, clasped my hand, put it to his lips, kissed it lightly, raised his eyes to look at me, raised the corners of his mouth, showing sharp fangs, as if he was about to bite go up
As soon as I felt the sharpness of his fangs, he retracted his fangs again, put down my hand, pinched my chin, looked at me, and said helplessly: "Your physique is so poor that you almost burned it when you had a fever." one life"
"A person has almost no activity for three years, and can't get out of the sun. He is beaten up for nothing, and he is sucked a few times a day. He will be a ghost if his physique is good." I moved my chin away suddenly, turned my head, and I didn't even hide my resentment and anger
I’m telling the truth. When I was still at home, my physique was very good. Although it’s not as strong as some knights, I won’t get tired after riding a horse for several days.
"My fault" He stroked my face and broke it over my face, staring into my eyes and repeated earnestly: "I was wrong, Noel"
His apology surprised me. I thought countless times that he would respect me and care about my feelings, but I never thought that a vampire as arrogant as him would apologize to me.
After being imprisoned for so long, I have resented him in my heart and licked him, but he suddenly bowed his head to me and admitted his mistake, and I was a little at a loss for a while
He took me into his arms and hugged me tightly, "Noel, I was wrong, let's start again, as long as you don't run away, I promise I will never control you, force you, let alone hit you Temper, you can come out to bask in the sun every day, and you can do whatever you want freely every day, as long as you don’t run away.”
"Don't run away, stay by my side, okay?" He raised my face and stared at me, with ripples in his black eyes, and the anticipation he couldn't hide
Start again, it’s easy to say, I chuckled, if I didn’t recover the memory of 17 years, if I didn’t have Raymond disappearing in front of my eyes, if I was still the only Noel in that world, maybe I heard him say to me This word, so gentle to me, I will be very touched
But now, it's too late, I'm no longer Noel, I'm Jeremy
I am Jeremy who watched his beloved Raymond be killed by him, I am the little prince of the human kingdom who watched him coldly kill so many innocent humans, I want to fight vampires to the death Hugh's Stuart descendants
how do i start over with him
"Noel" He held my face seriously and earnestly, with a clear look of expectation flashing in his black eyes, "Accept my first embrace and be with me forever, okay?"
He hugged me tightly again, stroked my head, and said, "Don't let me experience your death again"
First embrace?I sneered in my heart, what a tempting condition, I still remember when he imprisoned me three years ago, he said that even if he embraced me for the first time, he would find a thirteenth generation to turn me into a real bloodthirsty beast fourteenth generation A vampire, but now he wants to give me my first hug in person, so his inexplicable hatred for me has also disappeared?
For the first time, I took the initiative to hug him, and said my answer in a calm voice, the answer that has never changed: "I will never become a vampire"
His hand stroking my head paused, and he just hugged me like this, without speaking for a long time
I don't know how long it took, even the birds in the sky flew back and forth, and back and forth several times, he chuckled lightly, and said leisurely: "Nuel is still Nuoer, only in this respect, you have always kept your word."
"Don't run away" he let go of me, pinched my chin, stared at me and said, "You are free to do whatever you want, but you are not allowed to run away" and emphasized very seriously: "If you run away, I will I'll stop at nothing to get you back."
After speaking, his face softened, and he leaned close to my lips and said: "By the way, tomorrow is your 20th birthday. Do you have anything you want to do or eat? As long as it is what you want, I can satisfy it." "
"Let's have a good meal together." For the first time, I took the initiative to put my arms around his neck and covered his lips, "I'll do it"
Raymond will come to accompany me every birthday since I was ten years old. At the latest, he will rush to me before the clock strikes zero, so on my 15th birthday, I have to come back overnight after leaving the palace. , will be attacked by vampires at night
Today is my 20th birthday, but Raymond will never come to celebrate my birthday with me again, or to be precise, since I was 17 years old, my birthday has been confined by a vampire, and this vampire Killed Raymond with my own hands in my presence
Staring at the small bottle of transparent liquid in my hand, I took a deep breath, opened the lid, and slowly poured the transparent liquid into the bowl of mashed potatoes in front of me. The transparent liquid soon penetrated without leaving a trace
It is clearly a transparent and pure color, but it is poison enough to paralyze even a powerful vampire. It is not difficult to imagine what it would be like if it was swallowed by a human.
Originally thought that those bright and bewitching things would be highly toxic, but who would have thought that the most poisonous things would be colorless and transparent, bewitching with a pure appearance, and killing with a vicious inside, killing people invisible, impossible to guard against, even if an uninformed person sees I can't be vigilant when I arrive
This is probably the most poisonous part of the poison
Picking up the bowl of mashed potatoes, I made up my mind before walking towards the room with my stiff legs
Along the way, I stared at this bowl of mashed potatoes without any abnormality, always laughing at myself in my heart
The predecessors of the Stuart family were resolute, strong, and upright. They had always dismissed these insidious methods, but when I came here, I could only rely on such means to defeat him. I am really ashamed of my righteous father and ancestors.
Not only that, but I was imprisoned by a vampire for three years and played with as a toy for three years. I really don't know if a person like me has the right to say that I am a descendant of the Stuart family
As soon as I walked into the room, he hugged me behind my back, blew into my ear, and whispered: "So slow", his voice seemed a little wet
"I'm not good at cooking." I twisted a bit, trying to break free from him, but he hugged him tightly, "You don't want to eat, do you, don't you want me to pour it out?"
Only then did he let go, grabbed the plate in my hand, and glanced at it, "Mashed potatoes specially made for me?" There was a smug smile on the corner of his mouth, and his black eyes lit up a little.
I'm relieved that at least he didn't suspect anything
However, after he praised "It tastes good", he didn't taste it directly, but put the mashed potatoes on the table
"You don't want to eat?" I asked tentatively
He pulled me into his arms, strangled my waist, "eat the staple food first" he whispered, and after finishing speaking, he leaned close to my neck and started to lick it
I panicked and pushed to stop him, but he grabbed my hand with his backhand and strangled me even tighter.
"I haven't tasted you for many days, I'm very hungry." His slightly wet voice came from the side of his ear
"You just said yesterday that you wouldn't force me, but you regretted it today." I got wise in a hurry
He stopped licking immediately, raised his head, his black eyes became brighter, and the bottom of the lake became clearer, and he said, "Then you agreed? Don't run away"
"Yes" I glanced at him and replied, this time I didn't shave my nails, and I didn't look away, I thought he couldn't see any flaws, but seeing the rare brightness in his black eyes, my heart beat a little faster
I think I have a guilty conscience. After taking a look, I quickly shifted my eyes to the food, and said under cover: "Let's eat."
But he suddenly took my hand, pushed me to the edge of the bed and sat down, half-kneeled in front of me, took out a golden object from his arms, stared at me very seriously and said: "Since you don't want to be a night clan , then I will give you this 'angel heart' as a gift for you to accompany me." He took my hand and put the golden thing on my ring finger without any explanation
It turned out that this golden thing was a delicate ring, in the shape of a four-leaf clover, with three connected diamonds in the center of the four-leaf clover, but the diamonds were not inlaid on it, but a cover was placed on it, like a small container general
One of the diamonds was still bright red, but the other two were empty.
"Is this blood?" I suddenly remembered that when I was sick, he seemed to take out a golden object with two bright red spots on it. When I woke up, there was a faint smell of blood in my mouth.
"It's blood, but it's not ordinary blood. It contains the ability to 'resuscitate'." His expression suddenly became nostalgic. "Just one drop can save any life that hasn't completely died from the brink of death."
"Bringing back to life? Is 'Resurrection' a trait?" I was a little surprised. The only traits I know of the Night Clan are the spiritual type and the physical type, but no matter how I think about it, the ability to "resuscitate" does not belong to these two types.
"Yes." He didn't seem to want to hide it, but when he answered, the sadness in his black eyes was fleeting. "It belongs to a night clan, and his characteristic is 'resurrection'"
I immediately trembled, and couldn't help thinking how invincible and invincible the already strong vampire would be with the help of this resurrection trait
"But now the 'Angel Heart' is gone, and there won't be any more." His dark eyes returned to deepness, "These three drops of mine were given to us by the night tribe for self-defense when we were fighting. of"
"Conquest? Jihad?" I asked curiously. I only saw the mention of the Jihad of the Night Clan in the letters left by the martyrs, but only these two words were mentioned, and there was no specific information at all.
"How do you know about Jihad?" He suddenly stared at me
I cursed my curiosity and carelessness in my heart, how could I know that the Yezu had a jihad without memory, so I quickly turned my head and thought about how to answer
He suddenly narrowed his eyes, clasped my hand and brought it to his mouth, the fangs were immediately exposed
I subconsciously wanted to pull my hand away in a panic, but gloom immediately gathered in his black eyes, and he squeezed my hand vigorously, and his fangs pressed against my skin
"Christine said it! That day in that place, I overheard him talking, and he pulled me into that place" I made it up in a hurry
His face suddenly darkened, as if recalling something, he said quietly: "That toy is really embarrassed to go there to mention jihad."
Seeing that he believed it, I breathed a sigh of relief, quickly withdrew my hand, and changed the subject: "Then why is there only one drop left?"
"Have you encountered a life-or-death situation?" I subconsciously asked again
His face calmed down again, showing a rather helpless smile: "I will not encounter a matter of life and death, but you, Noel."
"Human life is too fragile." He squeezed my hand again and ordered: "Protect yourself, I can't be so lucky to be by your side every time."
"Every time?" Isn't it just a matter of life and death for me, looking at the two lower transparent diamonds on the golden ring on my finger, I was suddenly a little confused
"Don't believe what Christine says, he's always talking nonsense and deceiving people." He didn't seem to want to continue the last topic, sat next to me, pulled me into his arms, and ordered me
After finishing speaking, he licked the back of my neck suddenly, and said in a low and wet voice: "You smell so delicious, Noel." Then he turned his head and licked my neck
I was immediately brought back to my thoughts by the soft touch, and I was about to stand up in shock. He hugged me tightly again, and whispered in my ear: "Your blood can only belong to me, Noel, you can't." Dedicated to anyone else, understand?" After a pause, he added: "Otherwise I will be heartbroken."
He would actually feel heartbroken for a toy, I am very funny, obviously he only regards me as a substitute for Honor
"Let's eat." I subconsciously stroked the four-leaf clover ring on my hand. Since I decided to fight him, I shouldn't be confused by the illusion in front of me anymore
Christine is right in saying that doubles will never get true love
But doubles can pretend to be loved
"But you smell really good, Noel." His voice became very wet, and at the same time he pulled off the clothes on my shoulders, sniffing them closely
I sighed, turned around and sat astride him, put my arms around his neck, and actively covered his lips, "If you don't suck blood, you can do anything else"
He seemed to be shocked, and he was stunned for a while without responding to my kiss, but suddenly he was overjoyed, hugged me tightly, and responded with a stormy deep kiss, which made me back again and again
He picked me up again and pressed me onto the bed, so that my head could no longer move back, followed by an even more intense long kiss, parted lips for a long time, he stared at me and said, "Noel, I love you"
Deceptive pretense can not only make him believe that he really loves me, but also make himself believe that I have his love
"I love you too" I replied staring at him
At that moment, the bottom of the lake in his dark eyes seemed to be clear for a moment, allowing me to see clearly that there was a silent heart beating faintly under the dark and heavy mud
He kissed my lips again, kissing for a long time, kissing lovingly, over an unknown period of time, and kept kissing, as if he was tireless, as if he wanted to kiss until time collapsed and the years passed
It wasn't until he melted into my body with ease, and I couldn't help but groan, that he parted his lips, and stared at me with those black eyes full of affection.
That was the first time I saw clearly identifiable affection in his eyes
He suddenly kissed and licked all the way down my neck. This feeling was something I had never felt before. I was so startled that I trembled, subconsciously passed through his hair and pressed the top of his head.
"You... just do what you want, no... don't touch and lick" I pushed his head hard and looked at him with some embarrassment
Not only did he remain motionless, but he also suddenly increased the pressure on his body and mouth, and a strange feeling immediately rose from his back and went straight to the top of his head.
I let out a sharp breath, short of breath and hot again
Then he raised his head, glanced at me with a smirk, and said leisurely: "You said it, I don't want to suck blood, and I can do anything else." Moreover, he suddenly moved quickly, "You look like you like me very much. do this"
I was caught off guard and exclaimed, panting heavily and looking at him through gritted teeth and said, "Can you... be normal"
Instead, he was taken aback, and said with a wry smile, "Noel, don't you think it's abnormal for me to treat you like this?"
"Isn't it?" I don't think it's normal for him to be rough
He smiled bitterly, leaned on me and hugged me tightly, stroked my hair, and said without thinking: "It's all my fault"
Later, he still didn’t return to normal, but it always made me feel very strange, because it was obviously the same as usual, but there were a little more strange kisses and touches, which actually weakened the feeling of pain, but it was strangely comfortable, and even made me feel uncomfortable. enjoy it
That was the first time I knew that the pain could be eliminated, but then I laughed at myself for thinking
"You are so delicious that I am addicted to it. If I can't eat it one day, maybe I will go crazy." Seeing that I was dressed, he hugged me again, held my chin, and rubbed it
"It seems that you are full, so you don't need to eat this." I broke free from him and quickly picked up the mashed potatoes on the table
I don’t know why when I saw this bowl of mashed potatoes, I thought of those eyes that seemed to have a beating heart at the bottom, and when I saw the transparent juice inside, I thought of the passionate gaze, and these words kept flashing in my mind. The scene when the pair of black eyes disappear with the wind
Suddenly I panicked
Probably because his dark eyes resemble Raymond's, I said to myself
The movement of the body is much faster than the thoughts in my heart. Before I finish thinking, my legs have already moved outward automatically.
"You can't let it go if it's delicious." He grabbed me, snatched the plate in my hand and put it back on the table, scooped up a spoon and handed it to me, "Feed me" he said, looking directly at me, black Ripples in the eyes
My heart skipped a beat for an instant, and I froze on the spot. He took my hand and stuffed the spoon into my hand, urging: "Hey, I'm very hungry."
Probably because he saw that I was not moving, he suddenly lowered his head to the side of the spoon, and opened his mouth to eat the potatoes in the spoon
I just felt suffocated for an instant and my thoughts were frozen. By the time I realized it, I was lying on top of him, and the spoon had dropped to the ground, and the juice on it was slowly seeping into the carpet.
"What's wrong?" He hugged me tightly and stroked my hair
"Let's dance, the last dance, dance again" I was a little shocked, and subconsciously said something
I heard him chuckle, hold my waist, hold my hand, and lead me to dance like last time, the difference is that this time his five fingers passed through the gap between my five fingers, clasped tightly hold me
"Is this really my partner's dance?" I lowered my head and subconsciously asked the doubts in my heart, but my heart beat unexpectedly after I asked.
"Yes" he replied with a chuckle, then squeezed my hand even tighter
I just felt that my heart was beating so violently that it was going to rush out of my chest, and my mind was as blank as if it had been burned by a fire. When I had some color in my mind, I found that I had asked a question that had been buried in my heart for a long time: "You've always wanted to dance this dance with Honor, haven't you?"
He froze for a moment, but quickly returned to normal, just silent
This silence made my heart beat so strong that it would break my heart for a while, and then it seemed to disappear as if I didn’t feel anything at all. I was pulled by these two extreme feelings and couldn’t breathe.
Quickly tell me what the answer is, I shouted in my heart, but an answer that I had already thought about always popped up in my heart
I suddenly raised my head and looked at him, only to see that he was bewildered, with that unknown emotion that I hadn't seen for a long time rolling in his black eyes
As I raised my head, a pair of clear and peaceful purple eyes were reflected in his black eyes. These purple eyes made my heartbeat disappear suddenly. "Answer me, don't lie to me." I don't know where I got the courage to stare at him intently. His black eyes, said the words that were spoken by my mouth without passing through my brain
He looked at me for a long time, then suddenly turned his eyes away, this is the first time he turned his eyes away from me, "That was many years ago," he said
"Look at me, answer me, don't lie to me" I repeated persistently, I don't even know where this persistence comes from
He was startled, turned his eyes to look at me, opened his mouth for a long time, and softly answered an answer that I already knew
"Yes"
Clearly already known, clearly very clear, but hearing him say it, the heart still twitched uncontrollably
I lowered my head and smiled self-deprecatingly, then held his hand tightly, and finished the dance with him in silence
"Noel" he called out suddenly, pulling me into his arms, "don't leave me"
"Let's eat" I said softly
"Don't leave me" He suddenly hugged me tighter
"No." I raised my head to look at his undulating black eyes, and said seriously, "I won't leave you."
Sometimes he is really innocent and easy to deceive. For example, at this moment, he opened his eyes wide and looked at me for a long time. As if he was relieved, his shoulders sank slightly, and he slowly let go of me.
"I don't know what you like to eat, so I just made this." I scooped up a spoonful of mashed potatoes and handed it to his mouth, looking at him intently, "You can eat it or not"
He looked at me, frowned slightly, his dark eyes were uncertain, as if he was thinking about something
"Forget it if you don't eat." I lowered my head and handed the spoon to my mouth, and opened my mouth to bite
Sure enough, as I expected, he grabbed my hand, pulled the spoon back, held my hand, put the spoon into his mouth, and then swallowed the mashed potatoes with transparent juice
He was startled, a look of disbelief appeared on his face, but he quickly regained his composure, looked at me with a slight frown, held my hand a little harder, and opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something
The next moment, he suddenly let go of his hand, closed his eyes, and fell straight to the ground
As he fell to the ground, my violent heartbeat disappeared in an instant, and the whole person suddenly became silent, without a single sound
I folded up two chairs and took down the silver dagger on the top of the painting, went back to sit beside him, and slowly pulled the silver dagger out of the intricately carved sheath
His delicate and resolute face is the same as when I first saw him. When he closed his eyes, he was no longer sharp, nor did he have the feeling of always being unhappy. He was sleeping soundly like a child.
What a simple child, I couldn't help but chuckle, reaching out to caress his heart
"I'm not Honor" I opened my mouth, but I didn't hear my own voice, and I was suddenly a little unsure if I had said this out
I opened my mouth harder and said to him: "I'm not Noel either", but there was still no sound, and I aimed the silver dagger at his heart
"I'm Jeremy." I felt a lot of hot things slipping off my face, and at the same time, I stabbed the silver dagger into his heart, and all the voices that disappeared suddenly flooded into my ears. I heard His own trembling and broken voice growled and repeated: "I'm Jeremy!"
"Linton!" I snarled at him. "Give me back my favorite Raymond! Linton!"
I slammed the silver dagger deep into his heart, and suddenly burning smoke rose from his hands and feet
It was the first time I knew that the burning smoke was so hot, it made my skin wrinkle, it made my tears flow uncontrollably, it hurt me so much
The burning smoke devoured bit by bit, and quickly burned through his hands.
The hand that used to hold me tightly, the hand that used to clasp my fingers, has almost disappeared
I subconsciously stretched out my hand to touch that pale hand again, but that hand disappeared instantly, leaving only my hand with the angel heart still in the air
Immediately my vision was hot and blurred, I withdrew my trembling hand and pulled out the angel heart
"Linton! You killed the person I love most!" I yelled tremblingly, smashing the angel's heart to the ground, then fell on him, and plunged the silver dagger into his heart
At the same time, there was a sharp pain in my head, accompanied by a violent throbbing in my heart, which dragged me violently into the darkness